You are intuitive, creative and emotional, but you are not able to carry or hold your own emotions properly. You feel like they are “too much” especially for others and often are apologetic about being so emotional.

Any structure or containment does not give you stability but the feeling of limitation and pressure. That means, that even though you are full of ideas and driven by purpose, your reality does not match up. As pressure builds builds you feel undisciplined and stay passive.

Instead you give your feminine energy in service of other people (or their mission), always the helper your boundaries are easy-to-cross.

Even though you are more in your feminine energy, you have picked up along the way that it is not a good thing and now struggle to express both feminine and masculine energy in a balanced way.

This type of expression often leads to people switching in extreme ways in between the two polarities or splitting them up into separate ways of being. Please also read a dominant expression of masculine energy to get the full picture of what your expression of both is like.

If you integrate your masculine energy further and also let go of the shame around being in your feminine energy, you would be able to stand up for yourself and guide yourself through your emotional process. You would finally find stability and be able to follow through on your dreams.